Many have tried to catch her in their lifetimes,
I must admit I too was one of them.
Imagine my surprise when later I discovered,
That she was hiding all along, inside my chest,
You sneaky Goddess, why did you keep so quiet?
You had me running like a lunatic in circles.
I thought I saw you in some humans in my springtime,
And that was hard to deal with I felt broken.
Summer arrived, and I believed I learnt my lessons,
It turned out I wasn’t, was still chasing fables.
But at the end of summer, something shifted,
So, I pressed pause and did some thinking.
During this time, some guides have often told me,
That what I seek was not something I’m lacking.
Autumn showed up, and as the old was falling,
I started to believe what they were saying.
Then slowly you emerged, in all your beauty,
And told me that the reason you were hiding,
Was not because you wanted, you just had to,
The walls around my heart were just too high.
But I see you now, and that is deeply soothing,
I want to learn how to embrace your essence,
To see what’s all the fuss about, true love they call it,
Though it appears, it’s not so easy to discover.
And even though my love life has been bitter,
I can attest to you I wouldn’t change one thing, no more.